thesourpuss:

The end is purple.

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im not srry…i can never truly release it… its whts keeping me alive…it really is a sad sad situation

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the most incredible experience to date. i hve never net any1 like him…his personality/intelligence is the most unique tht i hve ever come across… n he loves me?!…i dont understand it but its true n its me..*blush*

my birthday was the best… thnx to a few good friends and some patience …

nerdfestmidwest:

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hatred… I truly never thought tht I would be this consumed with the hatred of another person….I didn’t think tht I could actually visualize the death of tht person… Although I was emotionallly and psychologically killed by the said individual … It still gives me no excuse…unforgiveness gives birth to bitterness who, when joined with imagination and intense emotional drive… Can result in a hatred so pure and ugly tht even the devil would be impressed….sigh …I’m trying all sorts of therapy… Writing …my art…exercise …..yoga…. Gonna pick up swimming soon to see if tht helps…sigh…I kno tht all I need to do is let go and forgive….but when someone has taken EVERYTHING u have and left u empty… The hatred is all thts left to keep u from drowning in the sea of depression and lack of self worth….

It is said tht hatred is a parasite tht eats away at the core of a person…but wht happens when the hatred has nothing else to feed on…wht happens then…does it die?…nope…it continues it’s insatiable journey of self destruction until all tht is left of the person is an empty heartless hollow shell of a person…

Lord plz dont let this happen to me…